Done!

Well, the Quistavera is finally done! This book took far too long; all my fault, of course. The bad place I found myself while being gainfully employed took a major toll on me. That’s over now, and the last three months have been very productive.

The story is pre White Desert—the existence before that existence. The core arc of the story is buried and slowly revealed. That said, there are more than a few easter eggs within it. Enjoy finding them and how they tie into all the other books.

The cover below may not be the final one.

I expect it will be released in early July 2024 once it is back from the editor and all the lovely formatting niceties are added in. There will be some imagery with the book (in the chapter beginnings – a lesson given to me by an early reader). I am relieved that it is completed, as the bulk of it was written during some pretty stressful times. It puts an endcap to those times and allows me to move on, forgetting some of the bad stuff. I’ll see them in hell, and we’ll shout at the devil together. Or something like that, anyway.


Now comes the next novel that is burning in my brain: Errors in Humanity.

This will be a set of loosely strung stories around some interesting mechanical characters. It will be setting the stage for the next novel after that, Gods Eye (assuming I write that one next).


This should be fun. Stay tuned.

3D Objective madness

In case you did not know, I am an avid musician as well as a 3D object creator and printer. I have more printers than I have room for, and I use them often. Prusa is my printer of choice due to its ease of use, reliability, incredible quality, and open source (hardware and software).

I also publish models, many of them inspired by my novels.

All of them are free and licensed with the Creative Commons Attribution License. This means you can use them as you wish; you just have to credit me with creating them. Use them commercially (meaning print and sell them) – Check!

I’m a big lover of all things open source. Much fine software would not exist without it (Linux).

Have a look and enjoy!

PRINTABLES

Following the dinosaur bones

I’m in Florida this week, and it’s been interesting so far. Yesterday and today, I’ve spent alone. Working on my current novel (Quistavera, The Edge of Nowhere), drinking DonJulio1942, and thinking. Letting go of the past is difficult, but clarity can be found in solitude. My wife is busy working (for the first two days), which has left me alone with my thoughts.

This has been good.

I’ve realized a few things. Letting go is really about moving on. My former workplace is gone, but my novels are here now and off into the future as long as I want them to be.

And I want them to be.

The Quistavera feels as clear as any novel I’ve ever written (this is my seventh novel). I am back working as I did before stumbling down this dark path I’ve been on for the last two and a half years. Perhaps I am finally moving on. When I started this novel, it was one thing. I thought I knew the direction it was going. As with all my novels, it had other plans.

So, I follow the dinosaur bones wherever they may lead me.

I am grateful to my readers. All of you that chose to join me in these other places so far away. Strangers no more, we find ourselves alone together in this great sand filled wilderness. Where beauty and love are found coexisting with death and worse.

And there is worse.

While the world around us seems to be trying to tear itself apart, the forces of evil do as they’ve always done across time and likely Everettian universes.

We too can fight back. At least in this one universe. Where the Mongruxx move across Planet X037.54501 with the Machina, Humans, Gaja, Drakons, Alabastro, and the dreaded Weaponeer 259 cadre. Within the deeps of Magna Invertitur Mons Reach, where hidden seas still flow. In low orbit aboard the Avem Vecto with Taros and Ivan. With EB and Valentine in Last Vegas, where the world never sleeps. Lastly, aboard the Quistavera, at the edge of nowhere. Where perhaps it is the end? Can there there be such a thing? In all likelihood, no. The end is the beginning, as the beginning is the end, and so on.

Fortunately, there are worlds without end. Places that we can go explore. Together and alone.

That’s what I think I will do.

See you on the other side, Pilgrim.


Just a thought

I’ve always enjoyed flying. There is something about looking out through the windows and seeing the clouds for miles and miles. It always brings a peacefulness to me. Even watching these videos brings this back to me. Maybe we were meant for the stars…

A long walk

It has been a long walk over the last couple of years.

As 2024 draws to a close, I think to myself, “I’ve made it this far! Damn, I’m surprised.”

A good surprise it is, too.

This novel I’ve been dragging on for the last two years is drawing to a close. It started out as something else, and as usual, it has morphed into something so much larger that it’s a bit difficult to get your arms around it. That said, it is perhaps the reason I enjoy doing it. Writing something that is evocative, that gets under your fingernails like a nasty splinter. Picking at something deep within you, a paper cut between your fingers that just won’t heal.

Yeah, something like that.

In other news, all the covers of my books have been updated. Using some new tools, I’ve finally found a way to create covers that are worth what’s written within. I own the imagery (copyrighted by me) and I love it! So much so that I am most likely going do another novel (I won’t give away the name) rather than War Rail next. Of the thousands of images I have created, I am deeply inspired in ways that continue to surprise me. I only hope I have enough time in this life to write all the novels that are burbling around inside my mind.

That said, the Mongruxx always pulls me back into their orbit. I love the characters and have difficulty staying away from them too long. So, another novel in the series is definitely in the near future.

Some imagery that may or may not be in a future book. (all images are copyrighted).

Something new

As the book Gunship Quistavera winds down, I’m getting excited about the next novel. As a part of my process, I start planning the next book towards the end of the one I am working on. It gives me even more motivation to finally stagger across the finish line and get the book to the editor.

As I design 3D printable models, this model became the basis for my next book.

War Rail

The 3D printable model in this image is posted at Printables.

Set on the planet X037.54501, otherwise known as the White Desert, in war-torn Sabulo Megalopolis. With eighty million inhabitants, Sand City is in a constant state of internal civil war between the majority alien factions and the much smaller human ones. The megalopolis is massive, covering an area of over 590 kilometers by 297 kilometers by 265 kilometers in an irregular triangular shape. Stacked into the sky and deep under the sands, no one really knows how deep into the underground it goes.

With a burgeoning population of aliens numbering over sixty-five million, and the humans numbering only fifteen million, the humans are rapidly losing the war. Rail tunnels criss-crossing and piercing the ancient depths of the megalopolis have long been abandoned, rails torn and scavenged for trade. Leaving extended tunnels behind, that only specialist armoured vehicles could use.

This is where War Rail comes in.

Originally made from human converted rail engines, these armoured war vehicles have evolved into formidable fighting machines. Carrying human warriors, munitions, weapons, supplies, and more, into deep forbidden war-torn areas that would have long perished without them

Sabulo Megalopolis is extremely poor by nature, though it once was a wealthy megalopolis bursting with both exotic minerals and hidden water supplies. These were depleted and mined out almost a thousand years ago, leaving only a bare pittance behind. The large alien population, is also known to engage in using captured human prisoners for food. A delicacy, they say.

There is no central authority in Sabulo, and none of the other megalopolis city-states are interested in the Megalopolis, for there is no wealth of any form. Just the constant embattlement of the rage factions. Mushrooms (psychedelic) are a primary crop grown in the underlevels. Heavily guarded, they are traded by the factions to other megalopolis city-states for weapons, food, and supplies.

Get ready!

War Rail is coming! Q4 2023 – Q2 – 2024

Music

Gunship Quistavera is moving along, to be finished in the next few months. However, with all the distractions of my other hobbies, it’s going a lot slower than it should be. Maybe I am having too much fun. I’m not sure.

That being said, after my foray into 3D printing last year in a big way, I jumped back into music with both feet. Playing electric guitar, bass, mandolin, drums, and synthesizers. So much fun, so little time! Here is a fun video of the magic you can do with these incredible eurorack module synthesizers. As with everything, there is a learning curve. However, the complexity of it appeals to me.
Enjoy!

The Snake and the Caterpillar

There was once a great snake that forever crossed the endless seas. On her back rode her one young progeny. As great as was the mother, her young was small and tender, curled clinging to her dark back. One day she heard a sirens call. Off in the distance, quietly at first, but then slowly becoming louder. It swayed the young snake with its plethora of voices, all seeming to call to it.
Distracted, it no longer held tight to its mother’s back where it clung.

Suddenly the young snake realized it was on her back no more. Lost among the calm seas, it floated alone.

Until one day, it found itself on the land. A land it had not known existed. A land of heat and jungle. A land of deep crevasses, mountainous heights, and snow. There it found itself changing, becoming something it wasn’t before. Legs grew along its long body as it grew in size, similar to the creature that lived around it. Sixteen legs grew along its belly, allowing it to walk and climb. As large as a man, he chose to converse with them. Seeking solace where none had been found since losing his grip on his mother’s back.

He traveled and met many people. People of all shapes and sizes. Men and women, large and short, thin and fat, intelligent and not so much. With each, he would offer foods, conversation, and acceptance. Many thought of him as a friend. But some looked at him and cried out of monstrous things. Some rallied to the crier’s side, gathering more around them, casting aspersion where there were once none.

So he traveled to the land of cold and snow. His many feet carried him far. Deep crevasses covered and hid in mountainous regions, but here he felt safe, allowing himself to grow a hugely monstrous size. For if they were to call him so, why should he not be?
But still, some intrepid wanders came. Not for him, but for the solitude of the high mountains, the clear deep rivers, and crystal pure air.
When they happened upon, they were at first frightened, but that was soon forgotten as they were offered foods and conversation as pure as the air.

As these wanders reluctantly left, they carried him in their thoughts and minds. Sharing some of the things they learned with others. Soon they were more. These were not wanders in body, but in troubles, and of the mind and soul. Seeking all they could not find within themselves. Offered foods and conversation, the caterpillar, soon thought of finding a mate. So many came to see him but never really did. They saw what they chose to see rather than what or who he was.

Tempted by some, the foods and wrappers lie discarded across the snow—wind pushing the flotsam and jetsam into the deep crevasse nearby. Years passed as fewer people came and more forgot. The litter became buried deep in the endless snow. One day, I, too, traveled there. My thoughts drove me with no care from whence I came. Along the edges of a great crevasse, the trees and land covered in snow, I saw the offerings of food strewn along the way. Capturing my eyes as it did, I felt the pull of worry. Perhaps I, too, much like the flotsam and jetsam the wind carried along, would be pulled into the crevasse. But soon, I heard the purr of a friendly voice welcoming me. Moving towards it, my worries gone, I saw him. Blue or green, it was hard to interpret the colors in my mind, so I did not try. He spoke to me of things I could not and perhaps should not know from a snake that rode on its mother’s back across the endless seas.

As he was drawing to a close, I realized he had indeed found a mate. Someone to listen to him, hold in his sixteen arms, and feel warmth on cold, dark nights of the soul. Seeing his smiling face, I realized he, too, was changing again, just as all caterpillars must, no matter the size. Once neither male nor female, then male as a caterpillar, he would enter a chrysalis, changing once more—this time emerging as a female. For age, size, sex, mattered not.

Only what was in the heart of the snake that rode its mother’s back across the endless seas.

Walking in the shadows

It has been a long walk this year. Departing my old work roles, then starting a new one while stressing about both. Construction on our home for more than a month (hammering, sawing, dust, heat, etc.). Our A/C failed, then we had the entire A/C/Heat system replaced (expensive), all while my mother moved in with us, and I struggled with myself to adjust. Then just when I felt somewhat well adjusted (trigger events finally dampened down), she left for the summer to live with my brother and sister-in-law. Now I miss her being here.

Top all that off with me really diving into the 3D printer technology at the end of last year (2021), and it has been crazy. Not conducive to novel writing. So my current novel has suffered for it. Daily word count dropped, while I felt guilty and beat myself up about it.

So I’ve been going really slow, at least up to this point. But lately, I’ve been back in the saddle, being productive and working on the most difficult novel I’ve written so far.

It’s only difficult because the concepts I’m working with are difficult. The novel runs along a different timeline that eventually leads us back to where we began. A story that started as one thing, then quickly became another. I often wonder if I am writing the story or if the story is writing me. It’s hard to tell some days.

And that is ok.

Sanity is a relative thing. How you connect to the society you live in. Face values for those that need it, deep philosophical connections for those that don’t, then taking one single step at a time, being careful not to look down as you don’t want to lose your balance-An easy thing to do.

Currently, I am at the 30,000 words line and am shooting for 120,000 words total or more. The story is taking on its own life now. They often do around the 30K point. That’s when I start to feel like I am just along for the ride. And it’s a good feeling too. The characters think and act, often doing things that surprise me as I get to know them. It’s good either way, watching them grow, be trapped, sometimes to the death, then become something more than they were. Struggling, suffering, experiencing pleasure and pain, finding themselves only to lose everything else.

There are some new aliens. A fun group that distracts with scariness while making you wonder if that is all they are.

I love writing novels, not so much on the marketing parts and so on. I fact need to start converting my first six books in Audible for those lazy readers out there (I am one sometimes). I just haven’t found enough time to work an 8 to 5 job making the money I enjoy so much, writing early in the morning writing, then being a part of my family, enjoying my newfound 3D printing hobby, electronics/robotics hobbies, programming, and more. Frankly, it’s exhausting. I’m looking forward to the day when my only career is writing novels, and my hobbies are just fun things I do the rest of the time.

I’m fortunate. My wife (soon to be of four years) is simply a sweetheart. My mother now lives with us, and I get to experience her company in a way I have not as an adult. My wife’s kids are easy to get along with and just plain well-behaved kids. My three little dogs are the loving little creatures that live to be around us. I’m healthy, my mind is as creative as it’s ever been, and I acknowledge my core nature is one of anxiety. Knowing that makes life a lot easier and allows me to give myself perhaps some extra room when I need it.

Time to go; I have more writing to do. Always more. Maybe next time around, I will start much younger. Use all those hyperkinetic dreams for fuel.

Next time.

Mongruxx: Until We Cross This Bridge Again

Book four of the Mongruxx series is finally out!

It was a long book to write, but it took the story into a different direction with a completely new cast of characters. Interesting, dark, gritty, with a smudge of something that reflects the events of our world.

As always, when a book is finished, it’s like watching one of your children leave home. You always want to do more, but the story goes where it goes. The older I get, the wilder my mind seems to become. A good thing in science fiction, an outlet for that black hearted pirate, the gunman that never grew old, the lonely wander across millions of astronomical units of space.

Read it if you dare. Reviews are always welcome.

Stay frosty my friends, we can’t let even one of of those things in here…